E-Harmony

As you know, currently I am single.... I've never been in a serious relationship, and I'm just now realizing how hard singleness can be while it seems my friends and everyone I know are getting married off and some have multiple children.

I've never been the one to have to have a man in my life to complete me, but I know there's always been a part of me that's lonely in that aspect and deep down I feel I really do desire a relationship and I've always struggled with the why. Is there something wrong with me? Why do others not have to wait so long but some do? You kind of have a tendency to think that God has forgotten about you in the midst of your singleness (but there is so much to be learned during this time), but I know he hasn't. Although there is a part of me that wishes he would move it along. I also think there's a part of me that has always felt inadequate, like I wasn't worthy enough, and so never really have put my heart out there on the line.

And the few dates I have been on, I've never heard from them again! It only added to my confusion. The avenues in which to meet people are very limited for me, but I know not impossible. But when you do see those doors, you have to be willing to open them up and give it a try. You'll never know unless you put yourself out there! And frankly, at this point in my life, I'm not looking for someone to just date but for someone I can potentially see myself spending the rest of my life with.

So with that said, I've been given free 3 months on the E-Harmony site for my birthday! And I'm going to set myself up on it this weekend. It's a whole process filling out all your information, so I have to give myself some time! I've always been skeptical of the whole internet thing, but I'm been hearing more and more of it actually working for people and I've kind of convinced myself not to rule it out completely. You just never know!

My mom found her soon-to-be husband on there, so if it works for me... we were thinking we could do like a mother/daughter testimonial on their commerical or something, haha!!

So what do you think? Should I give it a try???? :)